Saturday, March 14, 2015

Oh my StarClan

Saturday,
When Spottedeye said yes to be my mate, I nearly cried. Oh my StarClan.... is this truly what love feels like? I try to get on every patrol or hunt with him, and I get almost on all the patrols and hunts with him. But why does Onewhisker eye me speciously? Is there something wrong with me becoming mates with Spottedeye? I just want a mate, and me and Spottedeye are really good friends. StarClan knows, maybe we have a stronger bond compared with Icefur and Hawkfire! Probably not though. But here's the thing: I keep on having nightmares that go like this; I huddle around my newborn kits, and a flood comes in camp. But the flood is not water; it's actually blood! And then I see my kits and Spottedeye; dead. I want to protect Spottedeye, and my maybe future kits. And I know a wave of blood will not come into camp, but it seems so realistic, that I can't take it! Mudclaw always wakes me up, and always will say this: "Some cats are TRYING to get some SLEEP here!" I know I'm squirming in my dreams, but does Mudclaw have to be that mean? I had a NIGHTMARE fur-ball! Anyway, I asked Tallstar about my dreams, and he always says the same thing: "I can't tell you if it's a prophecy or not. But if you're absolutely certain, ask Barkface about it." I soon might confront Barkface about it, but not yet. I still wanna wait a little longer. Spottedeye, if I can only tell you without getting frightened.
~SH 

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